Friday, June 29, 2012
Song of the day
小茉莉
主唱：楊丞琳
清晨下了一場雨
露水沾濕了小茉莉
白色花瓣純潔又清晰地聞著妳的呼吸
晚風吹拂青草地
夕陽染紅了小茉莉
微笑綻放不言也不語看不透妳的秘密
月光靜靜 薄暮籠罩小茉莉
凝視著妳 捨不得離開妳
月光靜靜 薄暮壟罩小茉莉
等候著妳
走進我的夢裡 小茉莉
是否妳會把我忘記
小茉莉 請記得我
還在這裡 小茉莉
在枝頭上自然美麗
小茉莉 請記得我
不要把我忘記
One of favourite songs on mp3 player in the past....
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Inspirational quote of the day
“The point of life is not to just get by...We want to live well, but our foremost efforts should be to help others live well...”
St. Paul of Tarsus
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Song of the day
You Won't Let Me- Karise Eden
The vulnerability.
The heartache.
The pain.
All captured in this poignant song...
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Grand scheme of things
' Buy the ticket, take the ride..' (Hunter S Thompson)
In life, there is nothing worse than uncertainty, waiting and making decisions...
Uncertainty
The theme seems to recur every six years in my life. I remember in high school, there was an attempt to capture class of 2006' parting words. They asked me to describe my future, my reply: 'uncertainty'. Again, this uncertainty is here . Everywhere I go, everyone I talk to, has a direction, they talk of a brilliant dream of where they will be in the next 10 years, working at their dream hospital, in their dream career, living their dream... When I ask myself the same question, all I can say is that I want to be happy and content, doing what I love... But you know what, it's these unquantifiable dreams that are the hardest to attain. At least, with tangible/ material goals, there is a post to aim for. After that, you can just set the goal post even further...
Waiting
Birthing unit. Motherhood is a wonderful calling. However, I am just not sure it's for me... Despite, being fed on these Disney fantasies of a prince charming, happily ever after... This whole motherhood she-bang frightens me. Pregnancy scares me. Labour scares me. The whole prospect scares me. I am currently waiting for a birth. I pray to God that the baby will pop its head out soon...
Decisions
The whole of yesterday was spent deliberating over a decision that I had probably decided on since the beginning of this year. However, I was swayed by what others were saying, were doing and had decided on. Sure, I could just follow the pack... But deep down, I knew what I wanted. Even God was on my side. 6 times the coin was flipped on Bankstown. Why did I mope around the whole week, deliberating then?
That's why I have decided to 'buy the ticket, take the ride' and let's see where the roller-coaster will take me from here onwards...
After all, I may end up:
A/ Depressed, suicidal, on the brink of a breakdown, living in a mental institution.
B/ Living the humdrum of being a suburban stay at home mum
C/ Joining the sisterhood, devoting my life to God (that was once a childhood dream of mine)
D/ Passing from day to day in my daily job, living each day out
E/ Radiating with happiness and contentment doing what I love!
In life, there is nothing worse than uncertainty, waiting and making decisions...
Uncertainty
The theme seems to recur every six years in my life. I remember in high school, there was an attempt to capture class of 2006' parting words. They asked me to describe my future, my reply: 'uncertainty'. Again, this uncertainty is here . Everywhere I go, everyone I talk to, has a direction, they talk of a brilliant dream of where they will be in the next 10 years, working at their dream hospital, in their dream career, living their dream... When I ask myself the same question, all I can say is that I want to be happy and content, doing what I love... But you know what, it's these unquantifiable dreams that are the hardest to attain. At least, with tangible/ material goals, there is a post to aim for. After that, you can just set the goal post even further...
Waiting
Birthing unit. Motherhood is a wonderful calling. However, I am just not sure it's for me... Despite, being fed on these Disney fantasies of a prince charming, happily ever after... This whole motherhood she-bang frightens me. Pregnancy scares me. Labour scares me. The whole prospect scares me. I am currently waiting for a birth. I pray to God that the baby will pop its head out soon...
Decisions
The whole of yesterday was spent deliberating over a decision that I had probably decided on since the beginning of this year. However, I was swayed by what others were saying, were doing and had decided on. Sure, I could just follow the pack... But deep down, I knew what I wanted. Even God was on my side. 6 times the coin was flipped on Bankstown. Why did I mope around the whole week, deliberating then?
That's why I have decided to 'buy the ticket, take the ride' and let's see where the roller-coaster will take me from here onwards...
After all, I may end up:
A/ Depressed, suicidal, on the brink of a breakdown, living in a mental institution.
B/ Living the humdrum of being a suburban stay at home mum
C/ Joining the sisterhood, devoting my life to God (that was once a childhood dream of mine)
D/ Passing from day to day in my daily job, living each day out
E/ Radiating with happiness and contentment doing what I love!
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